yummy-waffles49

ive got this friend shes sweet and funny and nice i really like her she's a big reader she plays video games the best part is shes a beautiful drawer she can draw a flower and color is so beautifully you'd think is was right in front of you but there's a problem... she's dead. its tearing my apart

1. people think anytime im upset i wanna die 2. if i wanna be around someone besides my family I'm automatically having sex with them 3. when people stare 4. asking if I'm okay 5. forcing me to open up 6. taking me to the hospital 7. anytime i wanna wear shorts I'm called a slut or attention seeking 8. when i wanna go swimming i have to work up the courage to even think about it and when i even do i have to wear a 1 piece 9. when people are just trying to use people including me 10. just talking to a guy older than me gets me in trouble 11. people always worrying about me 12. having to show someone my scars 13. breaking down 14.f

    I wake up to “where do i go?” by: This life is a lie. Where do i go Where do i go Where do i go I’m lost now Where do i go Where do i go Where do i go Can't be found Where do i go Where do i go Where do i go This stops now I’m lost in this place I can’t be found Runnin’ in circles underground Blinded by the light I’m lost in this place Will I be found? I’m runnin circles underground I’m so blinded by the light Where do i go Where do i go Where do i go I’m falling now    I roll over and hit the snooze button, i really don't want to go to school today, it’s the day be